Can't find a reason

Why must I continue to get hurt from this? It isn't fair. I'm a sucker for sweet words and that was my downfall. Thank you for temporarily being my motivation for nearly everything, the reason I pushed through any pain. Thoughts of you were all I needed, but now those thoughts are only pain and neglect.

Things haven't been working out too well

Things aren't what i expected. I always have this feeling something bad is gonna happen. Well since "harry potter is for faggots" (according to my communist father) i won't be seeing harry potter at midnight. Thats making me pretty upset. WHY ARE MY BLOGS SO POINTLESS. Goodnight :)

Here goes nothin

We met this pro at the hot tub tonight. He seemed legit, but COULD be a total ass so I'm not so sure. I can tell you this though, i want to catch a flippin rattlesnake now.

Sometimes, i just don't feel good enough. Ya know?

Vengaboys

I've seriously been in love with them for like 9 years strong. I can't not listen to them and smile, so it helps when I'm sad. Kinda like right now, but just kinda. I'm planning on watching a movie about a gay couple today with tucker. Call me gay, we fight. I'm noticing that I'm becoming SLIGHTLY more rugged. I don't like it one bit. We say just wait it out and things will get better, but really, life isn't about waiting. You gotta act. I want to get at the world. I should put pants on because my legs are getting cold, peace :)